I am 20 years old and it all begain when I was 16.
I had a gf at the time but went out drinking and crashed at a guys house cos I was so drunk.
I layed in his bed and all of a sudden he started trying to touch me! I was shocked , I told him sorry but I'm not gay, and he said its fine and stopped, then later on in the night he would keep touching me and I'd keep pushing him away, but that last time....
I don't know what came over me or what I was thinking but I rolled over and sat up, pulled down his boxers and pulled his dick out with my hand, I stared it right in the face, and before I knew what I was doing I had my whole mouth round his hard throbbing cock.
I couldn't believe what I was doing but it tasted amazing! I sucked him for hours and then he put my cock in his mouth, I wanted him to shoot his load in my mouth but he shot it on my chest so I never got to taste it.
I'm now 20 and have a gf and I'm straight but all I can think about is that and want to suck a big hard cock and have a big hot load shot in my mouth... What should I do?
What SamBadger said, keep the girl and hook up with the guy again. Either that or play around with your close buddies. Do some drinking, watch some porn, get to talking, take your cocks out and start stroking, and see where it goes from there. Horny and drunk usually wins out and you guys will probably be up for anything after seeing each others cocks.
I'm not going to tell you what to do, but I will say this, you'll never get it out of your mind until you take the plunge and suck a cock and swallow a load!
That's the only way to do it in my opinion. If you like it fine, if not then you know. Also just because you suck a cock (even if you like doing it) doesn't mean you can't like women and keep the girlfriend also!
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Well, I'm a general Pratictioner, so I know what I'm speaking about.
Probably you are a bisexual man, mostly stright but with an homosexual side too.
Reading your thread I suppose that this side was always inside your uncounscoius,
the drunken state maybe made easier the discover of your complete sexuality.
Please don't worry about, and accept it like a gift of your human nature.
And - from man to man - consider you a lucky guy that can take the best from
all the human kind!
A great hug
I don't mean to be a downer and I'm all about exploring one's desires, but I would suggest that you at least breakup with your girlfriend first.. It really isn't fair to her to use her as a pawn while you explore your fetish with dicks... Straight or not, it isn't fair to anyone that is in relationship.. . not to mention you could bring home an STD to an innocent victim.. Not sure about her, but I know I would likely kill or bring to near death anyone who gave me an STD, especially one that they caught while cheating on me...
Good luck to ya man, be safe in whatever you do.
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